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[Jun. 16th, 2011|03:08 pm] |
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It's been long since I've last posted anything here, and I've just got an urge to write something now (while studying for my last paper). Yes, the final paper of my entire uni life. This last semester has been wonderful. I've had time with my friends, my loved one and also, time for myself. I've been doing alot of thinking this semester, about life in general. Graduating is one of the milestones in life to celebrate, yet, it's also extremely scary (well at least to me it is). For the past few years, the same thought has crossed my mind. What am I going to do in life? I wish I could proudly proclaim that I know what I want, but the thing is, I don't! I'm constantly envious of the people around me who are so certain of what they want to achieve in my life, whereas I'm just cruising through life aimlessly haha. I've been very blessed to have been born into a reasonably well to do family with very supportive parents+family members. I've never had to worry about anything much really. No financial problems, no family issues etc. I am very grateful for that and I thank God for his provisions, he has been so good to me. But I know now it's time to grow up, to be an adult - this thought scares the shit out of me because it's time to stand on my own two feet now. I feel like the past three years in Australia has taught me so much. I've become so much more independent and I've learnt so much more. Maybe its a training ground to prepare me for the life after (I hope). Well, I just hope that I figure out what I want soon, so that I can work towards it! (: |
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| I'm going to explode anytime now, from all these pent up anger. |
[Mar. 7th, 2011|04:47 pm] |
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It's probably time to revive this blog, and I shall start by COMPLAINING. I'm sorry I can't bring anything more positive to this blog but seriously, I'm so annoyed I can swear (and those who know me know that I don't swear much). So why and what am I complaining about? I'm afraid I don't think its apt to publicise it lest the subject of my complains happen to stumble upon this (Well, there is a very low probability that he/she will read this because this blog has been dead for months and I bet no one visits it. But better to be safe than sorry I guess). Moreover, I've never enjoyed confrontations so I am not going to trigger one. Maybe one of these days if I cannot stand it anymore, I will blog about it privately. We'll see. |
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| Helllllo again. |
[Feb. 2nd, 2011|11:55 am] |
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It's been a while since I've posted anything here. I just don't feel like blogging anymore! Well, its cny eve, Yay! I'm excited! (: |
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[Nov. 11th, 2010|08:40 pm] |
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You know how once in a while, there'll be days when you'll feel totally crappy about yourself and everything and everyone around you? Like, life just sucks in general. Yes. I'm sure you do. Well, I've been feeling like that for the past few days!!!!!! Somebody please tell me what's wrong with me. |
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[Nov. 10th, 2010|08:51 pm] |
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*caution: bimbotic entry ahead*
I was looking through my old photos (yea, when I should be studying) and now I feel so depressed!!!! I've really got to do something about my complexion. It's not as good as it was before I don't know why! I want my complexion to be like how it was when I was 20. I can't wait to start on the DIY projects with Huixin! Hopefully we can find an awesome DIY which will make our skin flawless! And, one more thing, I need to go swimming/jogging when I go back to Singapore! :( :( :( Super dissatisfied with how I look now. |
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| The Countdown Begins! |
[Nov. 4th, 2010|09:39 am] |
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1 more week to my first paper and 17 more days to my return to Singapore! (: Yay! I'm very excited about it! (: |
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| Are you kidding me? |
[Nov. 3rd, 2010|08:53 pm] |
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I saw this on a male friend's facebook status today:
"Girls are like milk (they have expiry date), Guys are like wine (the older the better :p)
so therefore.. no fear.. confirm can find wife with my awesome expectations de cuz gals know they got expiry date de :p"
Okay, first of all, WTH?!
And secondly, yes I know of the saying, of how women are like flowers, they wither as time passes, and how men are like wine, they get better with age. But hello, "so therefore.. no fear.. confirm can find wife with my awesome expectations de cuz gals know they got expiry date de :p" you seriously posted that up on a public domain? I just feel that this bold statement of his is extremely disrespectful to women. Furthermore, in response to the many comments to his status, he said, "they too desperate.. cant find anymore.. so go for younger/older guys :p" Wow, speaking on behalf of the women, he must think he's some kind of woman-guru huh. I wonder why he doesn't have a girlfriend yet since he knows so much about women. Anyway, it seems to me that he's saying that women will just settle because they are afraid to be left on the shelf. Well, I wouldn't say it doesn't happen, but I think women nowadays are becoming more independent and most of us have what it takes to take care of ourselves. Just because we are approaching our "expiry date" doesn't mean that we must settle for just anyone. People find love at different ages, expiry date or not.
I hate how some, I say some guys talk about girls. A couple of weeks ago, I think Huixin tweeted about how guys are gross when they talk about girls like they are pieces of meat. I share her sentiments. So many guys are just so disrespectful when they talk about girls - I've listened to enough guy talk to confirm that and it pisses me off. Who do they think they are? Urgh, I'm disgusted and getting more irritated as I type this.
To end, I just want to say (even though you might not even see this, but I just need to get it out), what makes you think you confirm can find a wife? Not all men age like fine wine. It might be a very popular saying, but I can say confidently that it does not apply to everyone, so..... I wouldn't be so confident if I were you. And one more thing, if women settle because they are going "expire", doesn't that mean you are merely what they settle for because they don't have any other alternatives? Way to go brother.
On a totally irrelevant note, I hate it when people use "de" in their sentences! Hate it!!!!
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| OPPS! |
[Oct. 20th, 2010|09:09 am] |
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I feel exceptionally screwed up this semester. I think I might have had too much fun thus neglecting my studies. Stacks of readings are waiting for me to read and I've only done a couple. Not to mention the queue of lectopias that I've got to listen to. Oh dear... It's really time to focus! |
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| URGH. |
[Oct. 11th, 2010|09:22 pm] |
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Great, I'm back to eating panadol/painkillers every week now. WHAT HAPPENED!?!?!? :( Darn.
Oh, I think I know what happened - I became complacent! What a stupid girl :( |
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| Valentine |
[Oct. 10th, 2010|01:24 pm] |
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I like this song alot! (:
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